Looking thru twitter these few days, suddenly find myself becoming much more weaker, emotional & 堕落 since entering into a relationship. Evry fuckin small things that change or did affects me so damn much. Landed myself in such a pathetic turmoil and such. Just find myself treating you more and more important when you're just th opposite. This cant do. Sooner or later cfm become mad woman.

Gotta start t 振作起来. Cannot keep being so damn pathetic. 为自己而好好的活不能亏待或委屈自己!!!!!! Fuck these shits manz. No expecting no continuous thinking. Yes, 我一定可以做到.